My notebook

2007-02-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

Wow, been a while since I last blog. Guess e overwhelming of activities is drowning me down.

Rock climbing has been fun and I looking forward to the new start of next sem. Cmon !! Bring more challenge especially bouldering. Seem to kinda love bouldering alot as compare to e normal wall climbing.

Sunburn almost for e 2 last Sunday. But I guess it was worth it as kayaking was fun.Yeah.. I am a 1 star graduate. Cant wait for my 2 stars course to start. Definitely looking forward to it. Hope to proceed to 3 stars and who know, maybe can start a part time teaching there. Lolx.

My lifesaving course been going on pretty ok. Need more improvement on my streagty jump and plunge. Guess need to practice more on it and also my swimming and back stroke.

Exam just next Friday. Left with less than a week to study both my EG2 and AEL. Start to work hard toward my goal of hoping to achieve an A for both of it. Hopefully.

2006-12-23T04:02:00.000+08:00

Common test is over !!! Time to throw all book aside and enjoy e break ..

15/12/06

Meet up with e poly guys for movie at Cinn .. Hmm .. oh .. Eragon e movie we watch. Pretty alike LOTR but sorry .. still some way before matching it. Haha .. Mr Jame became the official Pig Rider instead of the Dragon Rider as show in the movie. Lol.. Guess u gotta get use to it. Went for dinner at Youth Park .. Had a feast .. Stingray,Satay etc.. After that we went to the starbuck for some coffee.. Sure can eat .. Haha ... As it was getting late we decide to part there. Send Darin,Jame,Maxwell and Zhihong home and soon it was home sweet home for me.

20/12/06

Went rock Climbing at Tanjong Pagar . Shiok and challenging it was. It kinda train up your endurance and strength plus decision making too in a split second. Go for it. Definitely worth it. Gotta go try it again soon.

22/12/06

Went with js they all to get some gift. Brought mine and was sure please with it although it not those branded or expensive but it still meaningful. Hope the person who receive mine will love it. After that went to watch Death Note 2 ..
A must watch movie. It show how L manage to outwit Light but at a heavy price. Ending was pretty sad but still it show how brilliant Light was. Though L die but it was for a worthwhile cause. Kinda envy Light for having such a cute and "dumb" gf. Haha .. Love to be in his shoe.. lolx .. Movie was great, GO for IT ...

Btw .. Happy birthday Desmond the Noob .. 18 le go take your license ..

Merry xmas to everyone in advance .. Hmm wondering where is my present ??
lol ..

2006-12-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

2 Papers to go ..

12/12/06 -- EG2
13/12/06 -- AEL

Holiday after that but seem like kinda lot of project to hand up after the weeks break leh. CAT, C programing and ECPRO also .. DAmm it .. It like not having any holiday at all plus the FOC camp training coming. Haha ..

Xmas soon.. Any nice place to celebrate it ma and where is my present .. Mr Santa ?
lol

2006-11-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

Left with only 4 more weeks bax to my common test! Time really flies .. Cmon!! Gotta strive harder and harder .. Aerospace Engineering is just there waiting for me to get in !!! I must do it .. Haha ..

1 more plus to reach my target of getting a mass of 5kg .. lolx .. sound strange and weird bax .. Bo bian .. I am always weird with my dream and thinking .. =)

Opp .. Getting late .. Time to continue with my revision le .. Catch up with u again some other day k .. Bye Bye ..

2006-11-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

Another week just pass by ..

Sianzation !!!

Sudden feel I might have make a real mistake of joining Np ECE.. Should have join Sp Aerospace courses. At least I will be learning thing tt I really love and like !!
Why do I always make so many stupid decision in my life ? Are u playing tricks on me, god ??

Sometime don really feel the urge to go school. But the though of paying so much $$ just practically drag my feet to school.

- Should I really just give it up ? When I heard it, my heart start sinking without a trance. It been so long, why cant I just give it up ? I still thought there might be a chance after all. Just a small hope of mine ..

Do miracle really happen ? And where is my fairy godmother ??? I miss YOU !!!

2006-10-29T11:45:00.000+08:00

Sianx, the weekend going to be over again!!

Went to taka with Wendy yesterday. Lolx, din know there was a coffee club there at all when she mention it. Wa, make myself sound like so noob in orchard leh. So paisei. Lolx. G0t suan by her e whole day. Went there for our dinner. Order some Beef Dabue. Guess kinda regret of it. Should have order some other stuff instead.

Din know that by eating sausage can make someone full. She was a live example.She show me some of the photo taken at CH wedding.Till now kinda weird to link that she is married.Haha.

Went walk around after dinner. Crap and talk all the way. Went to catch a movie after tt. "Operation Undercover", not a bad show after all. Both of us was kinda tired after that, especially Wendy cause she been out since 1pm bax. Lolx. Drive her home and she almost doze off on the way home in e car. Haha..

Get some good and long sleep ba gal.

2006-10-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

Been almost 2 week since I last touch my blog..

School start for a week plus le. Kinda g0t n0t really use to it beginning with all those long lecture and teaching. Can really cause ppl to doze off suddenly. Haha .. Cut short the lecture pls ...

Had my first S&W lesson for soccer. Was n0t bad with all those new stretching and warm-up that seem strange to me. Hoping for more fun next time.

Went to catch "Death note" with wendy and Loreen at cinn. Gosh, it was a g0od movie. With all those mysterious plot and suspense, cant really wait for the next sequal to start. It was brilliant of Light with his plot and not forgetting Mr L. Haha..
Send Wendy back home, really got lost there at MP. Drive around and lucky Ah teck know the way to home. Thanx lot Teck for giving me the direction back home. Look like need to go study Sg Road Direction lor..

Wondering where to go this sat for meal, after promise to treat ch and her ... for meal. Haha .. Congrat to U leh CH. Must live happily k .. though was a bit stunned at first.. Haha .. =)

2006-10-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

1 more week before school start. Gosh time pass so fast. Din really enjoy myself during the break .. but never mind. Hahaa .. Been working till lately . At least got the $$ to buy those stuff I wanna..

Got my Oakley spec last friday. Not cheap wo.. $320 .. Am I kinda mad to spend so much money on just this spec alone ?? hmm ..

Haha .. wanna save up the rest of they $$. Planning to go diving with Vanessa maybe after the moonsoon rain season is over at Malaysia. Not cheap but hey, if that what u wanna, just go for it. Guess the money will be well spend. Haha

Will blog again soon when free. God bless ~

2006-10-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

Wow .. been while since I last blog.. Seem like spiderweb and coweb are growing .. haha ..

Been working and working these few weeks. Now almost like walking zombie sia. However e pay been n0t bad. G0t my first pay not too long ago. Brought kinda lot of stuff sia.

Adidas shoe, Oakley [ $320 ], Fila watch, Topman shirts , Zen V plus etc. Almost to $700 sia. Heart pain le .. But it ok la .. Worth it since it all been wat I am aiming for .. haha ..

Left 8 more working days to g0. After that g0t few days of break for me to g0 and enjoy myself before school start again.

zzzZZZ .. g0tta g0t sleep le .. Another working day tomolow.. lolx .. Bye till I blog again ~~

2006-09-16T08:14:00.000+08:00

Restoration back to normal -- 100%

Everything is clear and back to normal and working well ... lolx

Happy 18th bdae Shi Qin ~~ [ Hmm .. am I too early ?? ]

2006-09-12T23:12:00.001+08:00

Deleting In progress ........ But somehow it seem to be stall ...........

2006-09-09T15:16:00.000+08:00

1 week just pass by. Been working at Power 1 for 1 week le .. The environment was good. Haha e IC was great. Always asking us to be careful of this and that. Lolx .. Went to Geyland after work for frog porridge. Yummy !! It was great ! think I starting to love it le.. Haha.. Next stop, the beancurd shop. Shiok wo, it was simply great and tasty.. Haha..

While on the way there, there was a cab in front of me. Seem unable to drive straight and keep on flashing on and off the signal. The cab was moving left and right. Scary indeed. Wondering wat is wrong with him sia.. CRazY TaXi indeed!! haha

Drive my bro home before going down to Cinn to meet Tushan and Jm for movie "Little Man" .. haha it was a nice movie. Funny and good plot too. Should go catch it. It was worth the money too ..

Was too tired to join them for supper after that. So we just left there and each to our own destination. Haha .. luckily for me, din doze off while driving. Reach home sweet and safe but tired ..

2006-09-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, after 1 week plus of long searching, g0t a job at the Power - One company. It a US MNCs company that is dealing on Dc and Ac supply. Their main job is to using machines to convert AC to DC current. Though it sound complicated, hopfully I can get use to it.

It seem not easy to find a part time job nowaday. Haha.. phew, finally found one. Thankfully. 1 mth plus time, school gonna start again. Sianx. Gotta start busy with studies and cca again. Ya, been a while since last g0 for my dragon boat training. Die le la .. Haha..

2 mths have past since ... Just wondering .......

2006-08-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

PIE, BKE, PIE, BKE, PIE, BKE, PIE, BKE .. these 2 xpress way kept seeing me last nite. Got kinda sick too of seeing them last nite. Wa, Somemore, Chinatown way, National Stadium drive, Geylang and Sim Avenue too.. These just some of the place I pass by. Gosh, g0t so tired of it.

Spent 4+ hours non stop driving, Sg is tt huge afterall to me when u know nut about the place and route back home. Gottta headache from all those travelling. It can be kinda lonely when driving alone those long long never ending expressway. Sianx .. Just feel that something is missing when happen to drive past those places again when I try best to avoid it le. It kinda nice to drive with e love one beside u. Guess not going behind the wheels for another few weeks or months. Sometime just got tired of it.

Worst was the huge jam looking for carpark lot. Cant understand why some noob and stupid drivers rather waste time waiting for the carpark slot instead of looking it at other places. Cause jam + time wasting.. Damm it ..

Reach home 5+ am .. Was total drop dead silence and tired for me. Guess e car must be feeling it the same way bax .. Just e patrol cause $25. Wanna go east coast before back home. Maybe to see the sunrise. But was too tried to go there since it is a distance from my house. Was worry tt might doze off while driving.

Almost got into few accident last nite but thank god it was alrite.. Maybe should have got into one than when wake up, lost those memory that you never wanna or wish to remember. Everyone will just be a strangers to you again. It like starting your life again. Is it better using this way to forget things that u wanna but desperate can't ? Never know what might happened, maybe might turn out good afterall ......

2006-08-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

2 down, 1 last paper to go. Cant wait for it to be over asap. Damm sianx when exam time is near. Lolx.. G0tta g0 find part time job le. G0t so much stuff wanna buy leh.
Overall the paper was still ok. Been studying in those weird timing like midnight thanx to des and my bro. Now I am becoming like a walking zombie.

After exam let g0 out to chill out. Been a while since last did that. Haha g0t chance to drive out this sat. Gotta ask des to walk since he say my driving sux .. haha.. Noob ~ Anyone else wanna join ? lolx

My first term at Np just pass like tt . Gosh, it was fast and furious. So much thing have happen, g0od and sad. Haha .. not going to talk abt it anymore.

Not point keep staying on the same spot over again. Guess it really time to move on. What yours will be your if it meant to be ~

2006-08-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

Watever .. The dead can't be retrieve again ~

2006-08-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

I don't know what else more can I do or say ~ The battle inside me continue ~

2006-08-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

Gosh .. Time pass indeed fast .. Eg1 Exam on 18, El Tech on 21 and Eng Mech on 23 of August. My first term at NP just pass by like this. So many thing happen during this time.

Just realise I still know nut abt Log for EG1 and e last chapter for EM . Luckily there is few days of study break for me to catch up with this 2 weak topic of it. Any one wanna help me on Log ?? lolx ..

Soon g0tta find a job to pass by this 7 weeks of holiday. So many stuff to buy. Hp,mp3,running shoes, watch etc. Wa .. actually everything will be settle if monday I am e lucky winner of 5.5 million in toto.. lolx .. Stop dreaming la Jason .. WAKE UP!!

Study study ~

2006-08-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

Went out to Esplande with my bro, desmond, raymond, small little gal call QIN and guys to watch e firework.
Wow .. full of ppl even before the 8 sia. Took some time to find a good location where there is not much ppl. Manage to find one in the end.

It was beautiful. The colour combination of it. All it took was just 15 min and hundred thousand $$ was gone. Singapore government is kinda rich after all wo.
Everything was great, the atmosphere and firework but to me, something was just,just missing.. =[

Went to Timah for dinner or rather supper after tt. It was a hell long journey back there sia. After tt went to mac with my bro and desmond to study El Tech for few hours. Still suggest playing soccer in the morning.

Pls la .. who will be able 2 wake up so early .. Haha

2006-08-09T03:28:00.000+08:00

Meet up with Tushan and Juen meng for movie at Cinn.. Went to watch 11.40pm "Click" .. Lolx .. A not bad show. Kinda funny yet meaningful show. It was worth watching it afterall. It mean us realise that e important of Family and Communication between human.
With e advancing technology, human tend to forget the basic need of communication between each other is more meaningful and important compare to using technology.
Went for supper after tt and chill out for a while. Luckily Tushan drove and sent me home. Haha or else will be still waiting for nite rider now. Thanx alot pal..
Time to zZz .. Meeting des and guys up for soccer tomolow. Btw, Happy 41st Birthday SINGAPORE !!!

2006-08-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

My light of hope is diminishing , Could u please light it up again for me ?

2006-08-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

Went with Wendy & Loreen to Cinn to watch LakeHouse.Was making fun of loreen all e way with e show "see no evil". Haha .. she g0t scare till like a small kid tt saw a cockroach. Lolx .. I'm evil ... Muhaha. A pity wendy din fall for it. Aiyah wasted.

It was a great show. E plot and storyline was g00d. However a pity,was tt SHE was not watching it with me. If this show came out few mths earlier, it would be great. Really wish tt SHE was e one sitting next to me and watching it with me together. It would be real great, really.. Will it happen ? Hope so ~
Sigh ~~

Am gonna g0 catch it again. Haha .. Anyone interested to g0 along and watch it ? =]

2006-08-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Tsk tsk ...

Autocad test today.. Wa .. think too much careless mistake again ! sianx .. Must pass leh no matter wat .. Flop my first one too badly .. Haha .. Pls .. Let me pass it ..

Gosh, another week just flies by again.. Tt is fast sia .. Soon exam will be knocking on my door.
Looking forward to this weekend, meeting up with my sec frens and SOCCER TIME for me .. It been weeks since I last play one. Rusty liao.. need so practise again..
Haha ~

Wa .. Having a terrible headache n0w .. See like going to fall sick soon .. waa !!

2006-08-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

Meet Melissa today .. Wow .. It been real ages since we last saw each other sia .. Haha .. Grow taller and prettier le wo .. Lolx .. She look more mature now .. Me ar .. Old liao lor when stand next to her ..
Had dinner together dan went to starbuck to chill out .. Talk alot .. Almost everything under e moon.. [ night liao so no sun ma ] .. Had a great time .. G0t time must meet out more often wo .. =]
Yawnzz .. Tired le .. My bed calling out for me le .. Nitey ~

2006-07-31T18:41:00.000+08:00

It take only 10 sec to fall in love, 10 years to build a love that last with a 100% trust with each other.

Cool rite .. lolx ..

2006-07-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Miss training today again .. GUILTY .. no matter what, am going this sat le ..
Sometime just feel tired, kinda of tired. Willing to lend me your shoulder to lean on ? lolx .. Sometime just really miss e time spent together .. MuHaha .... Wake up !!

2006-07-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

Miss training today. Feel guilty over it .. Must quickly get well then hope thursday can able to make it.
Weeks have past. Guess the wound is slowly recovery. Though sometime, just wish tt is just a dream. When I wake up from it, everything will be back to before. But alas .. guess just have to face up to e reality.
Just have to take a step at a time, thought it still hurt sometime. Guess have to burry all those memories into my deepest mind, lock them up and never to appear in front of me again .......

2006-07-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

Another week just fly by me again, tt fast without realising it. Soon few more weeks exam will be coming .. die ar .. still g0t so much thing still heaven revise. Haha .. Need last min work again le .. Typical Jason. Cannot blame me la .. Who ask me to be such a slacker.
Boring weekend. Sianx. Whole weekend at home doing my MOL and some work. Arh !! sianx
Got a presentation later. Hope it will be e last presentation for this sem. Cant wait for next sem for e S&W.. haha
Glad to know her fully recover and well. Guess it must be terrible to be sick bax. Must learn to take good care of yourself . Aiyah cant nag at her anymore .. lolx .. though sometime still cant get use to not having her to "bully" me .. haha .. Guess have to get use to it bax ..

2006-07-22T11:01:00.000+08:00

Good morning ! Sianx .. a boring day ahead of me i predict. Now suppose to be playing squash with tushan etc. Wa .. now gotta rest at home .. Cant do any exercise for a week. Wat am I going to do !! Someone kill me instead. Haha ..All e program is gone ... Sob Sob ~
Went to see doctor .. told me that i injure both my hand ligament. Need to rest and rest and rest ~ Diao ..
She fall sick yesterday . Guess due to lack of sleep and also the exam and piano pressure building up on her ba tt y . Drink more water and rest more & more k.. Hope to see u back to your old self again. The chirpy and laughing old self .. Haha ..
Will be there always for u if u need me to lend u a listening ears ~ Haha ..
Take care ~

2006-07-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

Damm, my hand now really look and feel uncomfortable. Wat should I do ? See doctor ? Guess it is muscle tear on the part. Wa .. Sad, Sad.. Cant go for sea rowing again !!!

2006-07-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

Diao ~ wat happening to my hand ? Haha .. Cant straighten it at all sia.
Walk like a robot now with 2 hand almost 90 degree. Haha look very funny when walking leh.
Went to watch POTC [ dead man chest ] with kian wee , sunflower and german ballz. Haha .. not bad e plot. As usual, Jack Sparrow was back to his crappy stuff, reaction and words. Wonder how he do tt sometime. Was laughing most e show. Worth e money.
Yawn ~~ so late le ..Arh .. my bed calling me le ..Bye ~

2006-07-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

Cramp !! Tired, shag, exhausted.
Din expect today training to be so " relac" .. Diao, think need extra extra training nowaday or really will die.
Cannot type anymore le.. hand really protesting le .. asking for rest. Haha, better go sleep le .. Good nite 2 this sad world ~
Nitey ~

2006-07-18T07:46:00.000+08:00

Another week just flies by without knowing. Time does really travel fast enough to make you without realising it.
I'm trying hard, real hard to just move on. It not easy but I just need time to do it. Can I do it ? I believe I can, just that I need time. Been busy with study, training and also trying different sport. That great cause all my focus is on these thing. No time = no time to think of the past.
However when past by some area, all e memories will just flash back auto. All those happy time we had together in the past. Guess it just another chapter in my life history. It ok, I will cherish it always. Take good care of yourself .

2006-07-17T09:19:00.000+08:00

Meet up with my sec frens for soccer at old RP site. Gosh, it been yrs and mths since we got together for soccer together even since our last kick. Really miss those sec school life where we just go to school not to study but to play soccer. Lolx.. Though it was tiring but it was fun and I love it. Time flies real fast and guess that would all just be a part of our memories le .. Must meet out for soccer more often k !!
Went to Marina Square with tushan, Jm, Ah song, Charlies and Eric.Went to CJ for lunch. Wow the serving was huge but not too big for me. Haha guess we were all hungry and we gobble up the food fast. Crap and laugh alot as usual by Eric craps. Haha .. typical Eric but it was fun.
Walk around and went for pool after that. Tushan suggested that next week meet up at TP for squash ! Great ! No problem for me . Wanna keep myself as busy as possible. Haha ..
Thank Tushan, Jm and Eric for consoling me. Lolx .. You guys rox ! Guess that wat frens are for rite !! Haha .. Will definite pull myself up and enjoy my life to e fullest again. Just a gal rite no need to make yourself so sad. It will be yours if mean to be yours. If not just let go !
Thanx lot guys .. See ya next week at TP !!

2006-07-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

Went back to school for our soccer tournment today. Won 1 match but lose 2 match. The second match should have been a draw. It was a clearly handball yet the refreee awarded the goal ! Wat was he thinking ? did he clearly see it ? It was such a lame and crappy decision from him. kao
Am I really alrite ? Been behaving crappy and crazy these few days. Is it that I am just putting on a brave front yet sad and trying to find back my normal self badly ? Maybe. Sometime I really wish I can just forget everything fast and soon so I can get back myself back to before. Need time. Where to get it ?
Sometime just feel like telling her how I feel. Your answer and reasons was crappy and stupid enough to hurt me badly. Is that the real reason ? I never know .. but u know how hurt it was when I heard that from you when we made those promise to each other before yet u telling me all this ... What did I really did wrong ? Because too good 2 u ... Joke of the century ..
Maybe 3 mths is really enough for me to heal my wound. Let hope that my wound will be heal after that. I wish , i wish ..........

2006-07-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

Went to town with kw, maxwell, kiat huat and siuhoong ..
Went to hereen to walk walk . Saw a nice dog tag and in the end, kw and I each got 1. Was wondering wat stuff to curve on it . Not cheap wo, 60 cents per word. But kinda not bad wo e effect .
Went to ps .. wanna get e PSP in e arcade. Kw and I each fork out 4 buck thinking we could get it but sadly , fail in e end. Wa .. so near yet so far !!
Cannot give up, must come back again next week to try again.. haha
It going to be a busy day tomorrow. Better go catch some good sleep now.
Good nitey ~

2006-07-14T07:49:00.000+08:00

Too tired to blog yesterday ..
Went with db training with keng fai, wa .. was shock to see all of them wearing the black shirt. Felt so paisei to join them as we thought we both would feel outcast among them. Luckily we saw e president of db and went to see him about it. Gave alot of crappy reasons like .. fail this test .. need to retake .. family got problem .. etc .. haha
Nafa test straight away ! Stunned ! Din even prepare for it at all.
Ok ba was e best words to describe my result .. only did 6 chin up, 40 sit up and took 11.20 to finish my 2.4 !! So slow la ..turtle aka ..
After training, we both went home together. Kf was talking about my stuff . He also though the reason was e biggest joke he ever hear. Sigh .. me too .. but .. I respect her choice.. guess gotta accept it no matter wat even though I really still love her alot .. Sigh ...
He pop up a question to me on e way .
Are u going to really wait for 3 mth for her ? Don't wait la .. find another girl la.
I ......
Let natural take e course for us bax ..

2006-07-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

Another day just fly by ..

I'm tired .. really tired from it . My mind just keep flashing back all those past incident stuff. Why can't i just forget it ? Can i just click just like the delete button and forget everything i desire ?

I trying real hard to put on a brave front but something i really just feel i cant do it anymore . What kind of crappy reason was tt ? Just because i treat u too good .. is that a reason also ? I really just cant understand it . Can anyone just tell me wat it mean ? I try figuring it out but is it due to my limited IQ tt i cant figure it out ? Why , why ?

I'm tired .. don't wanna think about it anymore. Just wanna shut my brain off ......

2006-07-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

World Cup is finally over !![ time for me to catch up with my sleep le ]
Italy is e true champion, but do they deserve it really ? I was hopin that my Spain would do me proud for once, but alas ....
Guess time really pass fast without realising it. So much time have happen during this period.Confused, vexed, hurtful .. this few words just pop into my mind right now. Cant really think of any other words to described it .
Do they ever have such time as a time machine in this world ? how much ? i would gladly swop everythin i have with it. Just one trip will do.
Am really tired thinking all this. Who cares it anyway rite ? World still goes on with it. Just go to bed and tomorrow will be a brand new day! Everything will be good as before.
Nitey ~~